It has been such a long time since i write another blog post. This moment, is exactly two weeks before 10,000 words submission to turnitin and after this meant graduation from uni and 4 years of work life for me. Looking back, it is incredibly unbelievable how I have manage to go through university. The transition from polytechnic to university is immense. I still remember the first time i was told to do a 5,000 words essay alone for research methods module, was pure daunting. But, somehow I have overcome each and every work and essay given to me, to the point that I am working on my dissertation at this point. This however, has taught me a lot. I have learnt that God is a faithful God, who always have better plans and purpose for me. This is very true because each and every hurdle in life that has attempted to put me down, is overcame in the end. And I know this is not because my own effort alone. God is great because he blessed me with family members who never fail to offer me with continuous support and encouragement. taking for instance, daddy who will brew a cup of coffee, sit down and talk to me when I feel so stressed up to meet the deadline. God has also given me a helpful senior that I can confide in terms of my work. Even in instances that I am at the brink of giving up, God always arrange someone to be beside me.
This incredible journey of my life started ever since i failed english and thought that there was no more hope, that there will not be any course that take me in. After which, God has showed his providence by allowing me to enter into the nursing course in poly. And after poly, God continue to show me his grace and mercy by leading me into university with my friends. So i believe that everything has a reason. Perhaps I was to fail english then, to allow me to realise that I have such supportive family members and friends that are worth to be cherish. Perhaps, I have a lesson to learn which is to put my faith and trust in God and not lean on my own understanding and from phillipians 4 which is in everything by prayer and petition, present the request to the lord and the peace of God which transcend all understanding will descend upon you.
Lord, help me to continue to put my faith and trust in you and remove my faithlessness when I depend on my own strength and forget about your great love and will for me.
